The body is a wonderous thing. GingeredZ
Not so long ago in the distant past (actually 2 months ago) which to me seems like a lifetime... Everything bothered me. The cold. The walking. The language barrier. The unfamiliar. The silence. The unknown. But most of all THE MISSING It has been an incredulous 2 months plus some days. Have I processed fully - No. I have been on survival mode and looking for every excuse not to enjoy my here and now. Now if anyone who knows me, I am a half full kinda soul who looks for reasons to be happy no matter what. I could sugar coat and lightly dust glitter over my days & that changed - the only one to blame was me. It's not being hard on me - it's my reality. How's does one (me) let go? I have let go of so many things in ways that shattered me into a 1000 pieces but I flowed on. I blame it on age this time. I blamed it on maybes. I blamed it on things that were out of control... But In thos...