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So I moved... Not just moving schools ... I left Brunei.... I moved half way across the world in the midst of hosting myDs nikah, packing and saying goodbye to those I love dearly. Still ppl asked me "why u left" I don't know. As simply put those 3 words are running my days and I need to stop wallowing, need to stop missing, need to stop wishing for a life that a full stop was placed. Everyone loves Istanbul. Me currently I don't understand how I feel, I am totally foreign in a foreign land who understands zero. And yet all I hear is wow Istanbul, you so lucky I am grateful. I make so much shukr for this opportunity but I am struggling I can't do fone calls without tears and my evasive answers doesn't sit well with many but I can't stomach anything right now My consolation... Once I start work. I never understood the concept of running until Istanbul. I couldn't go back to once I called home for almost 8 years... And if u know ...
