Loneliness set in...by GingerZ
No matter how comfortable you are in your own skin and how much u tell yourself its ok ... it is to a point! This break away from my normal reality turned out to be surprisingly - one of the best aways I have had .... From meeting new faces to places and to trusting myself more ... I have come to realise to put it bluntly... I am on my own. I cannot expect mine to put their lives on hold to humor me .. and I have done well ... I expect nothing and get me in return. I tell myself all the things I need to hear ... all the frills around it to make me feel better .... it carries me for a while .... Reminding oneself of oneselfs bravery and to be courageous always- is hard work ...everything relies on u ... a wrong turn ... a different tap ... Has led me to new adventures ... and I am sticking to that .... when I was at my "worst" lost - it was then I found my strength to push a little more - to tell myself retrace ... keep moving forward. Big girl panties on ... these coming...