DELIVERED
Walking away without a goodbye is a powerful move.
She
welcomed the silence. It wasn’t emptiness; it was a sanctuary. The quiet
granted her permission to rediscover the corners of her life she had once
abandoned to meet someone else’s needs. She moved through her home, grounding
herself not with a phone screen, but by touch, her fingertips grazing the
familiar grain of the wooden table, the cool smoothness of the sunlit
windowsill. Soft touches on hard surfaces, delicate fingers across the dark
fabric of the couch. A palm against the mirror, leaving behind faint, fading
prints: a record of persistence and power.
The
title of their final chapter was “Strangers, But Not Quite.” The thought
didn’t wound; it exposed. He was gone. Their story had run its course. In its
wake, she hadn’t been hollowed out; she’d been redefined. The pieces she’d lent
him were hers again: sharper now, recalibrated for purpose rather than passion.
The ghost of him lingered, faint as her scent on the royal blue cushions, a
memory pinned to an old Spotify playlist (Reggaeton, replaced by R&B)
it no longer ruling her digital or physical space. That old longing tried to
resurface, like a poorly managed app trying to run in the background, but she
channeled it into other pursuits and flourished. She knew better now.
"How
has it been three months?" The words came not in disbelief, but as a
quiet, internal challenge. Three months of digital silence hadn’t created
distance; it had revealed strength. “Estranged” was evolution. Boundaries
weren't bars; they were breakthroughs. Even her vernacular had changed. “WYD?”
had been playful intimacy; “Take care” her love language. Neutral language
wasn't cold; it was control, it was dignity restored. But the echo of it still
settled in empty chambers. Time, the most ruthless of teachers, had refined her
into grace and composure.
“Promise
me you’ll stay this time,” she had once typed into a late-night DM. But
unrequited emotions leave even the bravest undone. Raw and real couldn't
survive inside a fantasy. She exhaled, steady hands stroking fevered flesh.
“This is better.
Then
the past snuck in to test her resolve: he appeared on her screen, circled in red.
No flinch. No tremor. No spark. Just calm.
She
didn't miss the storm. She had braved it, and thrived: wild, wet, and wise.
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