Nostalgia by GingeredZ
Airports stress me out - from bags to immigration to visas -
all of it - and everytime I tell myself breathe , you got this , it's a
stepping stone .... and every time I falter
Maybe it's the age of which I am at or the fact that I
travel alone and I am ok with that - it's the unknown that somewhat scares me but drives my yearning to feel ....
I need to be unbrave
Feel what .... the essence of being alive - the delving into
the unknown - the freedom of choice
My fixation with pain is not unknown to those who know me -
my piercings are a testament to that and yet many frown upon it and I can see
the judgment in faces , for me it marks my journey my healing my faith .... I
unfortunately cannot self harm ... I don't have the stomach for that but
controlled pain I can take and my tolerance is high.... I don't push as I used
to ... I have channeled that need into finding adventures and I will try almost
anything...
I am so scared of forgetting , I used to kiss my dad on his
cheek 500000 times when I saw him....I was too afraid that.if one of us was no
more I wouldn't miss them .... but I do ... I used to do that for my boys...
now my eyes soak them in and I live in the blink of an eyelid ...it's where
they ...live on... so my ig is filled
with moments spent - not to show off but to serve as my reminders of my bravery
my steps my fears ....
A friend said to me recently u need to have heart to give
and it's in giving we find peace ... it's in the giving that we get duas and
it's from duas ... we prosper
Spaces and places ... dream catches and coasters ... tell a tale of.wonder and epicness... in my quiet of times I look at my wall and smile ... I traveled
Good to read up on your thoughts as always. Regarding your piercings, I would like to read in detail the processes of going through airport customs 😂 surely there’s always a story there each time 😂
ReplyDeleteAlways enjoy your adventures ♥️♥️♥️
ReplyDeleteWow, your vlog really resonates with me. The way you describe travel as a means to expand your horizons and enrich your soul is beautifully expressed. It’s amazing how you’ve turned your challenges with airports and the unknown into a steppingstone for growth and learning. I can totally relate to the tension of facing new experiences alone—it’s a mix of fear and excitement that’s hard to put into words.
ReplyDeleteThank you for sharing such a genuine part of your life with us. Your experiences and insights are a reminder to embrace both the highs and lows of our own adventures. Keep exploring, keep sharing, and keep finding beauty in every step of your journey.
Love you Z♥️♥️♥️
Life is the journey. Travelling is a wonder opportunity and the quest for the visa/immigration is a mission. ❤️
ReplyDeleteAs always a beautiful read ❤️
ReplyDeleteMay you continue to travel with the Almightys Mercy
Take care 💖
Another beautiful adventure njyd wth the adventurous GingerZ...a huge leap from a small town simple girl to the unknown country hopping brave woman..njy njy njy..luv n duas
ReplyDeleteAge? What age, Age is but a number
ReplyDeleteand has no expiry date. Travel enjoy,
explore..........
Warrior Woman...My Brave Lampoen...Blessings always...Fee Amaanillah💕🥹
ReplyDeleteWow! Beautiful words if expressing emotions..
ReplyDeleteKeep going! A strong woman, that is what you are!❤️
ReplyDeleteIt’s in the giving we get duas..and it’s from duas we prosper …. Love that . As always I love the brutal honesty and words from the heart ❤️ no filters ! One of the bravest woman I have the privilege of knowing… so proud of u always 😘
ReplyDeleteLove ur spirit for adventure which conquers elements of fear for da unknown.
ReplyDeleteTravel feeds the soul. Reading your words makes me feel immensely proud of you. May Allah SWT continue to take you to new corners of the world and make you stronger still. Ameen
ReplyDeleteI want to be unbrave and unstrong sometimes too but I don't think we can be. Just appreciate the blessings and opportunities... and especially the adventures and those we meet because of the brave choices we've made. X
ReplyDeleteexciting read as always! My duas, always with you <3
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ReplyDeleteWith each step, each trip, each airport and journey you are one step closer to being fearless! Look at how far you have come, not how far you have left to go. You ooze strength, perseverance and resilience! Your courage is your triumph! And these pieces that you write so beautifully are your triumph!
thankful for you sharing your travel expeditions, thankful for you sharing your heart and soul with us - brings insight on our thoughts, feelings,
ReplyDeleteLife is a journey. Enjoy the ride. We are never too old to learn and experience. We also need to ensure the path we are taking does not become our destination, we need our soul to be fulfilled . The soul is endless and limitless
ReplyDeleteIt's always nice to read of your experiences. Really still wish I could see you, thank goodness for social media you don't feel toooo far away. Stay blessed and safe as always. Forget about the negative people, focus on yourself and the "age" has nothing to do with it 😝. Miss you my friend.
ReplyDeleteI think we discover only by doing. That is, discover ourselves and the world around us.
ReplyDeleteAnd we do by writing, by travelling (including navigating airports), and by the myriad experiences we open ourselves up to (including piercings).
Keep doing, Z, keep discovering...T
Preparing for travel and yes I agree, airports stress me out too. How fortunate we are to gain wisdom through travel. Here’s to many more explorations and adventures. Interesting read Ms. Effervescence ❤️ sending lots of love ❤️ and a huge hug 🤗
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